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When do you love someone?
Well, I was a senior in high school at a little school in the
middle of no where.. Everyone in my school knew everyone's
business, and it drove me insane... Well, I had been dating a boy
for almost a year and we broke up and just had started talking
again when I met someone that I automatically was drawn to... as
much as I loved Zack, I couldn't stop thinking about Cory...
Zack was the type of boyfriend that would do anything for me....
He treated me as if I was a princess, and he made me feel so
beautiful... so wanted... everything a girl could ask for..but I
didn't even have to ask..
I was working at a local movie store when one of my friends
brought Cory in the store... When he walked in, it was like I
couldn't remember Zack's name... that scared me to no end... I was
terrified because I knew that the love I had for Zack couldn't had
been so strong after all... It wasn't fair of me to keep stringing
him along after he loved me so true and so much... right?
Well, Cory and I talked and the more we talked, the more we got to
know each other, and the more we liked one another... Before he
left the movie store, I gave him my cell phone number... Yes, as
much as I knew it was wrong, I did it anyways.... Cory tried
numerous times to get a hold of me, and my mom would always say,
"she's out with her boyfriend"... that drove Cory farther and
farther away...
I did something that I can never forgive myself for... I slept
with Cory that night. I got pregnant. I didn't know it at the time
though... I was on the shot, and I thought I was protected... I
was wrong. I found out when I was three months pregnant.
I went to Cory's apartment the night I found out. That was the
first time I had actually seen him since the week we slept
together.... needless to say, I had to tell him... The truth had
to set me free... I wasn't there to get child support, or
anything... I was there because I had to do the right thing...
Cory was shocked in a few short words... shocked.
We started to date, and get to know each other, and we eventually
moved in with one another. We're now engaged and our little girl
is doing terrific... She's a fire ball...I'm submitting this
forward not to tell my story, but to share something with the rest
of you that read this...
When you say those three little words...I love you...don't say
them because you want to make someone feel better, or don't say
them because someone said it to you, and you don't want them to
feel stupid... for being three small little words...8 little
letters, it all means so much...
To have someone love you is something special..but to love someone
is something even greater. When you love someone, it doesn't just
go away.... You can't love someone and then hate them the next
minute... It's impossible to stop loving someone...
I told Zack that I loved him, and I'm not ever going to take that
back... because I did love him, very much, but in a different
loving way... something we didn't share in the same way.... I'll
always love him in a certain way whether it be because friendship
or just because I love what we used to have... I'll always love
him in some way... It's something to think long and hard about
before you actually say those words everyone.... Don't hurt
yourself to please others....
So I guess the answer to the question of when do you love someone
is this...... always.
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